I NEED GOD

Well if you didn't know this about me, you will now. I am a procrastinator, BIG TIME!!!!! I also love to try everything. And having these two traits makes life......interesting! What do I mean by interesting? Well....I'm going to be going into my senior year in high school, (and trying to be an honor student) I just started violin lessons, and I'm trying to get a job. Oh I know that doesn't sound like much, but did I also mention I started volunteering at a food bank garden, I still am apprenticing my grandfather, and of course I couldn't live with doing art!
So with all this on my plate (all self inflicted by the way!) I have absolutely no time for procrastinating, and yet I'm guilty of it time and time again!
But the real problem is that with all of this, I procrastinate God. I have forgotten, or should I say ignored my spiritual life, lately it's been practically none existent. Doubting God, my beliefs, and blatantly refusing to face these problems, has started to turn me into the person I escaped from only a few years ago. I hate, and am ashamed of that girl, I never want to be her again! I need to remind myself that it wasn't me who pulled me out of it, and that I can't do everything, or anything on my own.
I NEED GOD!

So I'm kinda proud of my newest sketch. Tell me what you think!

It's of my more than adorible nephew! I love him to the moon and back!

Sooo proud 130lbs!!!!!

Well as you know I'm not so good at posting reliably. So this month I've decided to post every week, and if I can every day. Wish me luck!

    

So I've started eating really good for me. I was inspired by my Mom, who has been loosing weight, and has lost 130lbs I'm so extremely proud of her!!! She's doing the Trim Healthy Momma diet and working out. I started just working out with her because I like it, but that's now turned into eating well. And I'm actually noticing a difference. Now know that I'm not doin' this to lose weight, but just to be healthy! I've never wanted to be one of those people that think that if they gain a pound they'll just shrivel up and die! :) But I feel better eating better for me, and you kind of feel like your accomplishing something when you make something that's good for you that tastes just as good as the bad for ya stuff!
 In the picture it sugar free, coconut milk, mint chocolate chip ice cream, its kinda expensive but we just found out about it so we'll probably not get it that often, but I really love it! And there's also Zevia witch is good too, I've only tried the cheery cola so far but I want to try more!!!

Well I have now finished my second gun. And I am really happy with the way it turned out!

It's a thirty thirty, tip breach, with a scope. This scope is a bit to big for this gun, but eventually I will get a smaller one, and put this one on a bigger gun. I'm supper Happy with it! It's not a fancy gun, but I'm excited about it!

Little Bit!

I love my little nephew! When I hold him I want my own baby, but then Riah starts talking about the nine months of pregnancy and forty-eight hours of labor, and that nips that in the bud! ;)  He is the cuties baby in the world! No you wont convince me otherwise, and yes I am biased,

Me and Little Bit! He's so sweet!

Just a peek

These are the kinda things I like!

 

Yeah, I know I'm weird, who else would like a fish hook bracelet?!!! :D

Well these are a kinda fun was to describe me!

 Oh yes defiantly drugs!!! 

 My best friend! If we were not weird

we wouldn't be friend! ;)

 Not just my family! 

There never was a truer statement!!!!